I lost a friend
I was calling up everyone for a mahjong session last night. When I called Ray he didn't pick up. After a while I saw his name appear on my mobile when it rang.Then a girl spoke to me. I was kind of like.... "Ok, his gf~ I dunno how to ask him out for mj lor!"
Her: Hello.. Did you called Ray just now?
Me: Ya
Her: Are you his friend?
Me: Ya (i was thinking to say im his mum. obviously im his friend right!)
Her: What is it regarding?
Me: Oh nothing.. Nothing important.
Her: Erm.. Ok, he's not around.. I'm his cousin.
Me: Oh not around. Ok..
Her: Ya.. He's not around.
Me: Erm.. Not around meaning..? (she doesn't sound right)
Her: He has passed away.
Me: HUH???!!!!
I was so shocked. It all happened so sudden when the last time I saw him was during my birthday this year.
Although knowing him as a friend was only for a few months, but he has always been Mr Nice Guy - helping me to send my stuffs to my chalet, treating me to movies, driving me up and down..
We always had empty talks about going to the KTV together.. Now that he's gone, I don't have the chance to hear him sing anymore.
I know he likes Jay Chou and Jolin. You'll definitely hear their songs in his car.
I guess he likes the colour orange. You'll see him in the same orange tee most of the times.
Dear Ray,
I know you won't be reading this right now. Its sad to hear this heartbreaking news.. I've always thought that you're cute the way you talk, but I'll never get the chance to hear it again. Will visit you next Thurs. If you have anything to say, tell me in my dreams (if this old saying is true). You'll be loved in your new home..
He never complained or said anything regarding his health. I don't know if he doesn't want us to worry or he doesn't even know about it.
Life is really so unpredictable. Who knows.. I'm next tomorrow.
Why is that those evil people that deserves to die don't die?!
No worries, I'm fine. Maybe a little sad.
Alright. Back to myself.
I'm sorry! I am so busy lah. Waney and I came up with a good idea. You guys will love us for that. Coming up soon! Will be officially launching it on Monday, I hope. Haha. Sounds like some enterpreneurship.
I went shopping on Tuesday and spent $800++ OMG!!! I feel so broke now.
I bought my dream phone at $380.. A 2nd hand one la. W960i!!!!
I bought a pair of running shoes from Adidas at $212,
I bought 2 pairs of sandals from Charles & Keith at $70.80,
I bought an eyelash curler from Shu Uemura at $26 (eh very ex ok!),
I bought my Gucci Envy Me perfume at $135 (since mine is finishing) and got 2 other types of Gucci perfumes free!!!! But only the mini edition la. Better than nothing!!!
See.. That's where my money went to. Ah... Not mine exactly. Bf brought me on a shopping spree!! I totally miss this feeling! Everytime I got my pay when I was working full-time, the first off day of the month will be spent like that. This explains why I don't have any savings. But still, thanks dear!!
I said I hope he will kena again and he asked me, "U think everyday sunday?"
Ya, I hope everyday sunday.
Look out for our "enterpreneur" this Monday!
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